Crush on an older married girl?

So I have a crush on a married straight girl. There are many things keeping us apart such as her being straight, married, and our age difference. She is turning 29 and I am 17. We are what to I consider friends. She has given me a few hugs before and I consider hugs to be part of friendships. No one knows I am bicurious because it is against my religion to be bisexual. How can I overcome my feelings for her since it will never work? Any adivce?